This week’s poem must speak for itself, as I am lost for words. Sometimes there is just too much to say, too much to express, too many facets. Sometimes a few words must point the direction, and the reader must do the rest.
Finally, after endless technical and inspiration issues and complications my website is working again.
This first poem is inspired by life’s complications at a time in my life which is, to misquote Charles Dickens, the best of times, but also the complex-est of times.
Never the Same
.
It’s complicated,
While I mindfully try to think with only one voice,
A babble of voices shouting other regretfully thoughts,
Distractions from moving towards where I’m trying to go to
make sure I avoid
Getting there.
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I’d express it,
If I didn’t worry so much about what they might think,
They, who’ll probably never read it, and almost definitely
not get it,
Who I don’t care much about anyway, and certainly have no
idea what they feel
Or think.
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It’s not that simple,
The layers on confusingly contradictory layers,
I hold that evolving view until new evidence comes to light,
Contradicting, reinforcing or utterly disproving while I
passionately try to explain
Mainly to myself.
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It’s fascinating,
Yet even I am not listening with much focus as double,
Triple tasking, one screen flickering blue in the
background, while another
Trembles for my attention, there’s early morning birdsong
calling to my soul
But also breaking news.
.
I’m surviving
Strong as steel in the face of bone crushing circumstances,
Thoughtfully supportive, logically dealing with more than
everything
Or pathetically procrastinating on unimportant,
insignificant detail,