So much going on this week, so many plans and events and ideas, at home and at work, it is hard to focus on one thing at a time, let alone find the calm to write a poem. So I’m sharing a poem about how my brain behaves on days like this… and hoping the end will come to pass….
In my brain
My brain is full of passages that lead to obscure halls
And rubber bands, elastic, that bounce me off the walls
Loud music plays beside me and whispers behind doors
There’s earthquakes in the distance and trembling in the floors
I argue with the echoes, the hollow drumming beats
And step around on tiptoes on narrow winding streets
Thoughts waver on the cliff edge where voices spark and glow
I see them in the distance and hear them down below
Shouts echo everlasting in caverns vast and wide
I solemn climb the stairways and look for where they hide
On hot days I run panting from room to crowded room
and hear the birds are singing and hear the drums dark boom
I climb the stairs and cross the halls and hear alarms and barks and calls
In endless unmade urgent calls, delays and thought replays
And eyes and ears bring messages like children playing games
And nothing ever changes yet nothing is the same
But when I chose a corner and sweep the floor with grace
And calmly still the voices and drop out of the chase
Amongst the halls and steps and calls – I find a peaceful core
And when I breathe it deeply – it leads to so much more
it’s a fact, those obscure halls of your brain lead to SO much more sis!
Ah, thank you darling!